I pull this out periodically and review it. Perhaps you need a list like this?
What is my why?
Physically strong to care for family members
Lean, fit for longer healthier life – which prolongs contribution
Prayer and meditation, intercession
Understand patterns of events to anticipate troubles and guide others to thriving
Study and Intellectual stimulation
Courage
Wisdom
Aim: Be a large, clean conduit of God’s goodness to flow to people He puts in my sphere of influence.